Don’t Quit Your Day Job

By admin on Saturday, October 31, 2009
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In interview after interview, notable professional poker players are often asked what their advice is to the recreational poker player about going professional. In interview after interview, those poker players recommend against it.

Chris Ferguson wrote a blog entry on his Full Tilt Poker page stating that, “If you want to explore being a professional poker player, you have to start out doing it part time. Spend your off hours thinking about poker and studying the virtual game. Read and play and learn.”
So, my question is: What if your day job quits you?

Due to the state of the economy, thanks in large part to Mr. W., people are being laid-off at an alarming rate. Even though many law firms are downsizing, most of them were real property and transactional firms affected by the mortgage/real estate crash. Typically, litigation doesn’t take much of a hit. If anything, when money gets tight – - people sue for more. But I was wrong. I was laid off yesterday, October 30, 2009.

As a mid-stakes rounder, I usually play No Limit Hold’em at stakes between 3/5 and 5/10 blinds. A year ago, I gave up the anonymous poker grind to try to be a more notable professional. Following the advice of many blogs and poker professional players, I didn’t quit my day job. Instead I tried to squeeze poker tournaments in to my life on a part-time basis. It was very, very difficult and the distraction of playing poker, marketing myself, networking and writing was very taxing on my primary career. In the long run, both jobs suffered.

Over the past few weeks, I was coming to the realization that I couldn’t do both anymore. By dedicating all of my free time to tournaments that last for hours and hours, I had no time left over to play ring virtual games and thus, my bankroll was steadily depleted over time. Before playing tournaments, I was able to match my regular salary 1 to 1 just playing 5 or 6 poker sessions a month. That practically doubled my income and, as I’ve written in prior blog entries, I have been missing the instant gratification of playing for cash.

With 2009 coming to an end, I needed to make a decision. I had to pick the direction I wanted to move forward in: my day job or playing full-time poker. It was a hard decision because my salary was a steady income that I could depend on week after week, month after month. However, just as I was considering taking a week off to make a run at the Commerce Free Online Casin’s L.A. Open tournament series before making my final decision, the firm I was employed at downsized. I was cut from the team. I no longer had any decision to make. The decision made itself.

One is considered a professional poker player when one’s entire income is dependant upon poker. Well, I’m no longer a wannabe. If I don’t make money playing poker – then I’m not making any money at all.

Yesterday, I took the last of my bankroll and hit Commerce Free Online Casin. Due to the size of my current bankroll, I have to be careful and avoid getting in over my head, so I hit the $200 (3/5) NLH tables. It’s not the best blind structure of the local Los Angele casinos, but if managed correctly — it is pretty easy for me to buy-in for $200 (with $800 behind) and pick my spots, drag some big pots and get out after tripling my money. (Regardless of how good or bad I am running, I have to set limits and right now those limits are set at 4 hours or triple up, which ever comes first.) In addition, the Commerce Free Online Casin runs a Friday tournament that offers a $50K guarantee for a $210 buy-in.

I played the $200 NLH tables and made $300. I took my profits and played the $50K Guarantee (not the best way to spend profits – but a big cash would be good for my bankroll – I also bought a lottery ticket). I played the tournament but only made it to the last 88 players (out of the 300 that bought-in). I then went back down to the galleria and put my name up on the board for another $200 table. It was 11:00 p.m. before I was seated but I got a good table. Nobody had a commanding chip stack and the average was $300. I played my typical style and one lady to my right made a snide remark about my pre-flop raise on position, when I took down a pot with A/3 of diamonds. I had to put her in her place by reminding her I took $75 off her the hand before when I outplayed her for a third of her chips. But her comment worked to my advantage and when I picked up Aces, I got action – I tripled up to $600 and by midnight I racked up my chips and I was out of there, “seat open dealer.”

This is my strategy for the next few months, until I build my bankroll to play higher stakes and play higher level tournaments for a big cash in a major tournament event.

I didn’t quit my day job, my day job quit me . . . Serendipity.

Nights out, something smells like…

By admin on Saturday, October 31, 2009
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Another week, another weekend. Yay. Went out with some work-mates last night, I don’t have much in common with most of them, but am quite good friends with a handful. So first off we went to this indie bar which was the same place that had previously refused me entry because my mate was wearing shoes.

I hadn’t even planned on going out, but after a day full of headaches due to the intensely boring and high volume work I had to get through, I decided to go out for a couple…yeah you know how that usually ends up. I really wanted to get home to watch the FC Porto match though, and also QPR my second team were playing. Anyway, got carried away, next thing I know its 8.45pm, and it takes me an hour to get home, so would miss the match anyway.

To make things worse I found out that Porto drew 1-1, and QPR lost 2-1, both at home. Sigh. I got quite upset that Porto drew lol, it means Benfica bastards can go 5 points clear now. I sometimes wonder why I care so much…

Anyway, let me start again: I left work at about 6.30pm, then after two or three drinks I decided to go watch the football, a couple of girls I work with said they were leaving too, then as we were outside one got a call from her mate who works down the road, she was at a bar with female workmates from some consultancy. My workmate asked if I wanted to accompany her to the bar, fk the footie I though, and off I went.

Got there, and tbh I was dressed quite trampish for the citay, I had an old tshirt, jeans and trainers on, whilst everyone else was wearing shirts/suits. But whatever, I was still getting a lot of attention from her workmates, asking who I was etc. I’m never quite sure when girls do this if it’s cos they want to find out if I’m fking their workmate, or if they wanted a bit of rough ;-)

I didn’t get to find out, because my friend kept displaying some kind of cockblock tactics, and would keep fkin dragging me from their clutches and talking to me about whatever shizz she had one her mind. I don’t mind too much, I actually find her quite cool…and definitely would tbh, but she works on my team and thats trouble imo. So anyway, towards the end of the night, it was still quite early tbh, my workmate and her friend were like “we’re going home now, you staying?”. lol. I could hardly stay there with her work mates, who had stopped showing my much attention, probably cos they thought my workmate – aka the cockblock – was my missus or something.

So I left too, and they went their separate ways, and I did too. Not even a hint of an after party or another pub. Sigh. They are good girls. Y’know the type. Brush their teeth twice a day, get their 5 fruit and veg, never taken drugs, never indulged in anal. Y’know the type.

All is not lost, I reckon I should be able to get another crack at those consultancy girls soon, seeing as they work so close, and this time I’m not leaving early, I’ll just get a mate to tag along with me and when the von trapps go home, I can still stay without looking like a leecher…

So as they headed to their abodes, I decided to go to Burger King. Fkin £7 on a BK meal, I got some double angus crap…man, why do my eyes get bigger than my stomach when drunk…

After that went home, and took a massive dump. Now the relevance of this, my dumps have really started to smell badly. I first noticed this in the summer, when I visited Portugal. Before this, my shit smelt of roses imo. Since Portugal I’ve really struggled to be in the same room as my stools, which is a bit of a problem tbh. The first time it happened, I almost choked, but somehow got through it. I imagined that it was just a temporary problem, maybe too much superbock and presunto or something. But no, the smell didn’t dilute. Eventually it weakened (or I got used to), but then I visited Delhi, and yep…the beast of a smell returned. Even now, my shit just doesn’t smell like my shit, so either I got worms or some shizz, or I’m losing the plot :S

Either way, I’m considering the addition of a gas mask next to my copy of Argos I like to browse whilst visiting the porcelain palace…

Anyway, its halloween, and its annoying. Got kids knocking and trick or treating. where the fk did they come from? this is the first year ever. anyway, lucky for them (or for me) i got some chocolate.

Problem is, Im feeling like having a quick wank before I got out later, just to empty the tank, and I don’t want to get started only for a kid to knock on the door trick or treating. Imagine that, answering the door with a boner…

:S

I think I’ll just have to forfeit the wank and go out with a loaded gun…

sports betting

By admin on Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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Got a bit fed up of poker tbh, I am unable to play enough volume (because of work etc.), and so end up playing a handful of virtual online gamess a week, and really getting annoyed when busting lol.

I need to stop playing ridic freezouts with 3k+ players, and sticking to re-buys (where I tend to go deep) and smaller field sngs/mtts.

Anyway, I decided to start getting back into my sports betting and have already made a 100% return on my sports betting fund :)

I shortlisted some selections this weekend, and all of them came in, shame I didn’t back them all. Here were my selections:

Layed Man Utd at 2.5 vs Liverpool (2-0 pool)
Layed Leixoes at 2.8 vs Setubal (1-0 setubal)
Layed River Plate at 1.7 at HT vs Boca (1-1 ft)
Backed porto at 1.7 to win on 60mins vs academica (3-2 win)

Selections I considered and tipped others to do, but didnt do them:

Lay Man City at 1.49 (I thought they’d sneak a win)
Lay Arsenal at 1.5 (decided the arse were due a bad result, but couldn’t bring myself to do it)
Back Milan vs Napoli at evs (Milan are super dodgy, and proved it, but somehow won)

I also always like to lay really short odds, and almost layed Bolton vs Everton when they were 2-0 up…

I layed benfica at 2-1 vs nacional (they won 6-1 lol, i just hate benfica though)

And tonight, layed Sporting on 85 mins at 1.1 vs guimaraes, a 93rd min equaliser by guimaraes WOOOOOOO

Good stuff, I often lay in running, but I’ll see if I can be bothered to give any selections end of week.

I’m currently eyeing a lay of Juve tomorrow vs samp, but the price doesn’t appeal greatly to me. It’s an option though…

Doh

By admin on Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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Haven’t updated for ages…. had a huge downswing about six weeks ago and just about dug myself out of it.

I’ve reached some conclusions about online PLO at the moment. The players who were bad a while ago (2/3 years ago), are now average/good. The good players are now very good, the very good players are excellent etc. 10/20 – 25/50 is still pretty easy to beat, but i don’t have the motivation to play those stakes anymore. 50/100 100/200 is very tough now. I rarely get to play players i think i have a massive edge on, most of the time i’m battling with top top players. To beat these players you need to have insane discipline, always play your best, never tilt, have a stringent stop loss, not play drunk etc

The last six months i’ve had bad discipline, tilted very easy, no stop loss, often played my C virtual game, tried to win too quickly because i can’t be bothered in having long sessions. I’m lucky that i’ve managed to win over the last six months really. I’ve had like 6-8 £100k+ losing days, which at the stakes i play is very hard to get back.

Anyway i haven’t got any tournaments on the horizon, i may got to the PCA as i’ve never been before. Going to have some time off online, got some holidays coming up, and December is always a busy month.

NZ Pics

By admin on Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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New Zealand is absolutely stunning, beautiful scenery… even if you’re not much into that type of thing (like me) you can’t help but go WOW.
The people are the friendliest I’ve ever met anywhere. We step off the plane and the kiwis have a desk at the airport while you’re waiting on our baggage where two little old ladies serve you free tea and coffee… legendary!
In Christchurch we parked up our car in the town center after a stressful drive and the traffic warden was checking out the meter next to us. There was an hour left ’til 6pm when parking was free but she smiled and said “don’t worry about getting a ticket, I’m the last attendant to come past this way, I’ll let you off with it”. WTF!? That never happens.
Stayed in a converted jail for a couple of nights in Queenstown which I loved it but dodgy/chris not so much. Martin found out that his cell had previously committed suicide in the cell he got to sleep in… The woman then proceeded to bring up bloody pictures of the cell post-suicide. nothing like making you feel at home and comfortable :D
Other stuff… uhh, you can’t skydive when there are fucking CLOUDS in the sky… that sucks. Everyone pussied out of bungee jumping, myself included. We did go caving though, that was pretty cool and got to do some abseiling too.

Wellington posing
Rappelling into pitch black caves in Waitamo
Knocked out 2,500km in this bad boy
Lake Aviemore, it’s raspberry ice pole flavoured

Waterfront at Queenstown
Facebook album linky

Crunch time

By admin on Sunday, October 25, 2009
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This is less of a blog post and more of a journal/plan to myself of my goals, plan and motivations for the rest of the year. So don’t be shocked if it’s long and boring :P
First pro poker year so far
It’s been up and down. I broke even for the first few months while I was in Asia, did ok in April/May back in Scotland, KILLED June/July for a ton of monies, meh August/Sept and now October is looking to be a losing/breakeven month too.
3 poor months in a row is depressing and incredibly frustrating, something needs to be done to get back on track. I’m around 2/3 of my way to my 2009 $X target, the minimum I wanted to make this year. If I don’t make it then I’ll feel like I haven’t worked hard enough to achieve what I’m capable of. I’d really hate to feel that I’ve been lazy and not made the most of the situation I’m in.
Rest of 2009
I’ve only got 2 months left but am still confident that the target is achievable if I get down to some hard work. So to use a fre online games industry term, this is the crunch time of my poker year. 7 weeks of grind, then a holiday in the US as a reward… that’s the plan.
From this point on my previous results and how hot/cold I’ve run don’t matter, they’re in the past. My bankroll and situation are what they are right now and that’s what I’m going to focus on. So, the future…
Volume
One of the main reasons I don’t think I’ve had as good results as I was hoping this year is simply because I’ve not put in enough volume. Since the start of the year I’ve played 215k hands. That’s only around 22k/month which isn’t enough, I should be aiming for around 35k/month.
I only have around 7 weeks of play left this year, I want to get as close to 300k hands for the year as possible. This means for the rest of the Aus trip I likely won’t be roadtripping around, probably won’t visit Sydney (been already a few years ago anyways) and won’t be shifting around accommodation a lot.
Game Selection
To get the best fre online games I’ll have to be up at 9am Aus time, without a hangover! So no heavy drinking the nights before play days. I’ll be playing across 2/4-5/10, with play at lower limits due to lack of fre online games running. I’ve split money across 2 sites now so there should never be a reason to have to play 1/2 tables.
The increased variance of playing in higher online games when they’re soft is worthwhile for me so I will keep playing in them. However before sitting at any 10/20+ game online I will make a rule that I need to take a minute to assess my mindset and make a stoploss based on what $loss would cause me to tilt. If I think losing a buy-in would cause me to tilt then I won’t play, regardless of how good the virtual game is.

A-virtual online games

If I keep my poker play to 9am-5pm then it will be easier to have a good light diet while playing then a heavy meal in the evening (this shit really does make a difference). Will use 8am for student coaching sessions and evenings for other poker work like hand review, etc.
I’ll make sure I hit the gym at least 3 times a week, running is going well… doing 4 mile runs in under 40mins which I think is decent. Need to start weights to increase the amount of days per week I can exercise, maybe get some tennis on the go with Martin/Chris too.
I think it’s really important to have a bunch of stuff going on outside poker to give life balance as well. So with the non-poker time I really want to be spending it doing other things, touristy shit around here, sports, meeting people, anything. This is definitely something I need to work on a bunch. Been a bit lazy in varying stuff we do over here and tend to just go drinking instead.
Improvement
Gonna minimise the amount of training videos I watch and increase the amount of hand review and postflop study of villains. This is by far the most effective way to beat high stakes regs, not spending time watching a training video. Looking at players shown down hands, finding out their betting tenancies and figuring out how to exploit them is very important. We’ve all got different leaks and imbalances, just gotta find them.
Going try to get as much feedback on my play as possible. I do my own hand reviews and note-taking after each session and will store all tough hands to go over with Martin/Chris or forum post. I’ve been doing this already, but the more focus I put on getting feedback the better. Looking forward to getting started on the group coaching with Bobbofitos too.
Gonna hit the gym, grab some dinner then head out to watch the Man U v Liverpool game online. The midday sunday online games are the only ones that are really on at a decent time (midnight) over here!

Congrats too my mate Craig

By admin on Saturday, October 24, 2009
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After a few rocky months for my mate on Ft luck as wung his way in the past few days taking over $1000……..
I got in from the pub last night and booted FT had a quick search for him and saw him sitting on the Final Tab on the FTOPS Sat #10 with 5 left. 4 places were up for grabs with him sitting in 4th with 7k and 5th on 4k. 5th person shoved UTG with a instant call from the chip leader busting him, Nice tourney dollars worth $322 after him spending $22 in total with an add-on. Few days before he did the same sort of thing on the $33 sat to FTP series ESP which he sattied into aswell, Placing tied 1st taking another $266.
Also 2nd in $26 45manner and 2nd in $11 45manner taking $383 home not a shabby week at all mate!!!!!!!

As for me i woke up this morning entered 2 $5 45manners and winning 1 and just missed out on the final table on the other, Playing in the 10k GTD later before i take a 10 day break due to the fact i’ve got too go to Germany working woopiebloodywooo

Frustration

By admin on Saturday, October 24, 2009
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a.k.a. poker is a whore

I’m really frustrated with my results over here to the point where it’s heavily affecting my daily mood. All I feel like I want to do each day is grind to get out of this piece of shit downswing and whenever I seem to get going I get screwed.

The frustration is mostly down to getting raped every time I play 2000nl. I just can’t help myself when there’s a juicy fre online game running, I know I’m like 10ptbb in it and can’t pass it up. I think I’m gonna have to start passing it up in future as spending all day grinding out the bucks at midstakes to lose $Xk in a matter of minutes is too fucking infuriating.

I’m gonna take tomorrow off, try to chill out and enjoy life, read some Tommy Angelo and figure shit out. My goals, mindset and plan from here to the end of the year.

Sigh… gonna go drink some beers and watch a movie. You deserve a hot girl for reading this shit.

Update on Progress

By admin on Friday, October 23, 2009
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Hello to All..

So far after 3 out of 4 weeks I have played 38 out of 150 SNGs.. My ROI is around 0, with variance sometimes peaking it above and sometimes below. The conclusions I have drawn from my game online:

1. I am not kept interested in the free online game when I am playing like this, it takes out the excitement, and in the words of Matt Damon in Rounders “Your whole life becomes a f’ing grind”. I have always preferred live play and this “challenge” has furthered this. After the past 10 days or so I have found it hard to find the motivation to play, which is obviously not helpful.

2. The lack of motivation has impacted on my ROI – my performance was much better when I was enthusiastic about the challenge, 4 tabling 1 fre online game a couple of times a week is -EV and I believe is responsible for the ROI position.

3. I have room for improvement at this level, however am better than average at this level, and when playing enthusiastically would definately be in a profitable position.

4. I need to work on heads up play more and pay attention to the blind levels when I go heads up.

5. Defensive play was getting me a reasonable cash ratio, but the benefits of getting 2nd/ 1st over 3rd meant that the way I was playing was definately sub optimum, with alot of my 3rds involving being on <5BBs!

Going Forward….

I am going to have a dip in a wider variety of virtual online gamess over the next months and play some MTTs which up till now I have done very little of online.

I am going to be playing on 2 sites: Full Tilt Poker and PKR. PKR has always provided a useful distraction from the grind, and was good val. for me.

I will still continue with the challenge on FTP, but will be playing other virtual games on there aswell. Using PokerOffice I can still track my stats and info for the $5 SNGs so will be able to report on them, obviously the target of 150 game onlines has gone out of the window as I have completed less than a 3rd of them so faw, but n.mind..

GN.

running good, until the latter stages…

By admin on Friday, October 23, 2009
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So I got back from Portugal last night, the trip didn’t quite turn out as I had hoped. I was hoping for some sun, moderate heat, and a chillaxed time in the rural region I was in.

Nope.

Got there on Sunday night, and it was mild as fook. Ah lovely. Then Monday started brilliantly, warm sun shine, I was out in only a t-shirt. The suddenly, like a woman scorned, the weather turned on me. Howling wind, persistant rain, and cold cold weather.

I don’t have a fkin heater in my parents house in portugal (which was where I was staying), so I had to visit a bunch of relatives and basically scrounge their fireplace whilst covertly making out that I was paying them a visit. So after sitting by the fireplace, and noticing their restlessness as I refused to leave, I would go back home, smelling of smoke, and huddling myself into bed where I shivered the night away.

Apart from this, I managed to get done all the shizz I went to do, so it wasn’t all bad.

On the drive back to the airport, the sun re-surfaced and I was driving at 130kph down a motorway wearing a winter jacket that refused to unzip.

FFS.

Got back last night, heated up a few tarbs, things were looking good, I was on 10k chips in a $11 180manners sng on stars, I was playing well, was about 4/50, when I was raise utg with AK, I get the guy to my left flat me, and some fish I’d seen shove Ax a few times on the button shove 3k at me, I obv re-shoved so I could isolate him, guy to my left folds, and the button flips AQ, woo, hold hold hold, flop comes XXX, X, Q.

FUCK YOU.

Down to 7k, still a decent stack, no worries. A few hands later, on the c/o I see pocket deuces. I raise, the sb and bb both flat, the flop comes X, 2, K rainbow. Checked to me, I raise 50% pot, bb calls. Turn: T, the bb then shoves his remaining 3k into me, and I call, he flops KT, the river: K

OH FUCK YOU STARS.

Down to about 2k, I basically jizzed off my remaining chips in some standard ghey pot.

I was also looking good in the 5doll rebuy on stars, I was card dead as motherfcker, but kept raising with junk and hitting, was 150/200 in the end, when I shoved Qx into QQ, sigh.

Went to bed pretty fking pissed tbh.

Still, I’m feeling good about my virtual game, terrorising the tables, but losing key flips. Sigh.

Off to coventry for a night now to see my bro, might play a few more tarbs upon my return tomorrow. he’s at uni, so hoping I can ship myself a fresh faced young madam, ship ship 1 time, run goooood 1 times